“He who has conquered his own coward spirit has conquered the whole outward world-Thomas Hughes
It was late in the evening, in the month of September, the month when festivities begin with a charm for Lord Ganesha, it drew little Chetan closer to
the Lord just as the happiness felt in the spring.
The festival brought gaiety, it preceded other festivals like
Navratras, Dusshera and Diwali. Every
nook and corner had a Shamiyana, and a name attached to the locale.
The customs and traditions during the celebration differs from place to place. While the people in Andhra Pradesh take a pride in revealing the beautiful idol of Lord Ganesha, in Maharashtra
the idol is brought blindfolded with a
figment of mystery for the Lord and his followers. In South India the idol is placed snugly in a shopping bag, while in Maharashtra
the idol is seated on a raised platform. The crowd utters numerous chants in triads
appreciating the blessings of
Lord Ganesha. Children are the most excited and the mud idol becomes a
guest of honour within no time. The next ten days have greater importance with lots of
sweets cooked to share with friends and
relatives.
Chetan was extremely happy when his family consented to bring home an
idol of Lord Ganesha. He felt important when the family consulted him regarding the size, the colour , and the
decorations to be made. He was blessed with two
sets of grandparents, a baby sister and an industrious duo of parents. His
zest and positivity came from home, which had a constant word of appreciation, making him an important member of the family.
Chetan’s family was a unique one, his maternal grandparents and paternal
grandparents lived together, under one roof, making his world a complete one. He
was always surrounded by uncles, aunts and cousins. Chetan’s mother worked for
a private firm and came late in the evening, but all his needs were fulfilled
by his grandparents.
Chetan lived in a small independent house. Chetan’s father and mother
worked hard to earn money for the family. Chetan’s mother was the only
daughter of her parents. When Chetan grew up into a young lad with curly black hair to match his
deep black eyes, he took up a job in a private organisation . He made his place quickly in the organisation . He was soon married to a pretty city bred girl
as his parents wanted Chetan to have a good companion. He began living in a
nuclear family. His wife and his two sons were those whom he valued the most. They
lived away in the city. Every morning his wife took pains to cook and take care
of the family. The only depression for Chetan was that he could never
understand why they lived as a city bred family, unlike the childhood he had. The
love that he had constantly received in his childhood taught him to love his
family and friends in spite of all the odds in his life. He would immerse
himself in learning things that he had never done in his life.
One of those days, he was called by his boss to meet a client who spoke
only English. Chetan could understand English, but he had an inhibition in
speaking English. The experience left him unhappy till he heard of Mrs. Washington . People
wondered at the name, but her ability to teach was exceptional. Chetan could
now speak in English remarkably well.
One cold winter evening, he heard
Ramesh his neighbour playing Tabla, a percussion instrument. He met
Ramesh the next day, he sat down, bent his head to feel the thud, he grazed his
palm on the thin leather covering repeatedly, he loved the lub dub, just as his
heart beats. He longed to play it once more, many more times, he then knew that the tabla was something that
he craved to play. It was as if he was made for it. He quickly bought the Tabla
and enrolled himself under Mr. Mahender . Mr. Mahender was a school teacher, but
taught Vocal music and Tabla at Leela’s house. Leela was a music teacher, but
had grown old and was on the verge of retirement. Her classes were a precursor
to her dreams after her superannuation.
Mr. Mahender began training Chetan and helped
him appear for examinations as both Leela and Mahender felt that an examination
brought out the unsurpassed skills. Chetan
had the ability to modulate the thumping sounds, the loud and soft sounds beautifully,
making one wonder how he could put life into a rendering. Geetha was another
student of Mr. Mahender who used to learn Vocal music along with several other
students. Geetha had a married daughter and a well placed son , yet her love for music
dragged her to Leela’s home. She sang melodiously while Chetan played the
drums. They both belonged to the same locality so they were well aquainted with the families. Chetan
would always keep trying something new to improve his lifestyle as his job was
not a well paid one.
He learnt the art of
painting using watercolours and oil
paints. His paintings were life like and drew one easily into the theme. Geetha
would always appreciate his hard work. The depth of colours and the ability to
connect always spoke of his upbringing and the society he belonged to. One of
the days, he was hastily called to Leela’s house by Mr. Mahender . He was
appalled to see Leela’s still body, she had a fall, her head hit the floor, and
she lost her life.
Chetan wanted to pay a tribute to Leela. He suddenly
felt the ur ge
to make a sculpture just as serene as Leela, but he had not learnt the art. He
enrolled himself in classes that taught him to chisel the rocks into shapes, this helped him overcome the loss of Leela and the music
classes which had closed down in the locality. Chetan missed Leela, his
childhood memories of parents and grandparents always left Chetan aloof, and
lonely. The art and sculpturing gave way to a new inspiration. He kept himself
busy, his little daughter and son grew more patient, and understanding. There
was a flow of creativity and aura of peace that culminated into beautiful
sculptures. The flow of money brought in
renewed growth, a larger home and finally his loving parents and grandparents
to his home, it helped him realise the bond of attachment better. During the festivities, he felt a surge of thankfulness, it was similar to what one felt when they installed the idol of Ganapati on the first day of the festival year after year... culminating into a spiritual growth, perhaps it was a spiritual realm in a world of worldliness.
God uses what you have to give you what you don't have.” ― Ikechukwu Joseph,
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